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Listen,

I am a very quiet person, reserved and always minding my business. But certainly not timid or fearful.

I have my moments and also have my inner circle I vibe with or open up to.

However, my anointing is not quiet.

The Davidic mantle upon my life attracts all kinds of people and challenges.

Kingly anointing is not for the immature.

In order to govern people God will take you through your Adullam cave season, your different places of personal battles, through your Ziklag (where you lose everything including your support system), until you reach your Hebron (the place of recovery, authentic covenant-making and establishment).

I’ve been quietly going through my Davidic process while honing my skills and developing my potential in all areas (peculiar and secular).

At times I’m forced to take out the sword 🗡 from the sheat to slay some Goliath and remind those out of order that the apostolic authority wasn’t given to me by men.

Don’t play yourself.

For a long time I kept quiet, avoiding to toot my own horn and thinking that’s humility.

No, that's fear.

However, every time somebody is out there to make me feel less, God will send somebody else or create an event just to remind me of the greatness He put within me.

I shouldn’t shrink to let others shine.

The scriptural Word says that He (Christ) must increase, but I must decrease.

There is enough light in Him to make all of us shine.

There is no superiority whatsoever.

The Apostle Paul puts it better in his letter. (Cfr. 2 Corinthians 11).

I know about spiritual ranks in the Kingdom and honor that. But some of us are David’s working with unusual weapons. The fact that God has not revealed our ranks to you might just be a blessing in disguise so that heart’s motives will be exposed and divine opportunities will come to reveal “us” to the right people at the right time.

In the famous words of Marianne Williamson through her best-seller book 'Return to Love', I quote:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. 

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. 

It is our light, not our darkness

That most frightens us.

We ask ourselves

Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be? 

You are a child of God.

Your playing small 

Does not serve the world. 

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking 

So that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, 

As children do. 

We were born to make manifest 

The glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; 

It's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, 

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. 

As we're liberated from our own fear, 

Our presence automatically liberates others.

--END OF THE QUOTED POEM

The Esther anointing working in me brings favor in the Marketplace but it also brings the Haman type of opposition. 

I thank God for the Mordeccai (mentors) He placed in my path and the wonderful, dedicated prophetic intercessors.

Esther stayed hidden for a while but working the deeper work and focusing only on her mission.

I too move silently.

At times the noise and schemes in the Body of Christ are too much. We point fingers at one another, we claim positions, influence... so many things that Christ didn’t die for.

But it's all part of the birthing process for the the ekklēsia a.k.a omega Church to be released and stand without spot or wrinkle at Christ's return.

As for me, all I vowed to God is to impact my generation, my community and the world through the Gospel of Christ, by staying authentic, credible and a person of integrity in my calling.

One step at the time.

Esther Impact Ministries was born in 2015.

Beersheba Christian Center (Le puits de serment) will be planted as a church at the right time.

That’s only a small part of the vision God gave me.

The vision is so big that I need to stay FOCUSED and discern well.

Not all opportunities are meant for me to jump on.

After pouring myself out to serve/help other people, apostolic platforms and ministries, in this season I’m expecting to receive. It’s my turn.

YES.

Don’t pour out of me for egotistical interests.

Pour in.

In fact, lets benefit from each other.

Luke 6:38

"Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you".

I’m a giver, generous at heart and always ready to help.

But in this season if you get offended with me because I’m focusing on what matters to God for me, I won’t blame you. 

I’ll bless you at the door with a HOLY GOODBYE.

No more drama, no more stress.

I’ve given and received a lot of that in the previous seasons.

God kept me hidden on purpose.

But while I was away, many claimed my inheritance and territories.

Hmmm I’m coming back for everything that belongs to me and much more.

You’ll certainly agree with me that I don’t look like what I’ve been through.

I don’t drip swag.

I drip God’s glory.

GREATNESS LIVES WITHIN.

This is a New me.

And this is a new season for real.

No more a slogan.

Get the memo.

Blessings and love to y’all 💕

P.S. A big thank you to Apostle Howard Bass (a mentor since 2014) for reminding me again of the Ziklag transition through your teachings of this week. The Issachar anointing in you is always spot on.

- Nanou Mukolonga -